(Source: w0rth-the-eff0rt, via liesandskinnythighs)
Doing pretty good on my new healthy lifestyle. But don’t get me wrong, sometimes it’s really hard not to purge and eat everything in sight. I still have the urges to keep eating and eating to make myself feel better. That’s not life, that’s punishment. I am trying to walk everyday and stay pretty healthy.
I vow everyday to do something to make myself better. To workout, do my hair, makeup, write a great paper, volunteer, or clean up my house. Anything, no matter how small it is. I will propel myself to being a better me. I hope you all will make the same vow.
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On the Backburner…
I don’t even know how to begin. Talking about marriage too soon maybe is what pressured us. It’s just a shame when I compare now to how it was a few weeks. He would text me when he had a little free time “just to get to see me.” Now all he does is study. Don’t get me wrong, I study alot too. But it’s just different now. It gets me upset. And I don’t know if it is just me freaking out over nothing, but it’s not fair to me. Don’t act like I’m the greatest thing that has ever happened to you, then completely change things. Now he cant remember to text me in the morning. The only time I get to see him is when we eat. Then he says he has to study when today, he didn’t even study. We could have hung out. We could have done something. He could have asked me to come over. He could act like he cares. He could act like my boyfriend. Now “I love you” is just another saying. I feel like it means nothing to him. It just like a “goodnight”message.
I’m sick of the same routine. I’m SICK of always hearing about DAMN schoolwork!!!! Do I not matter at all? Should I not fit into your life somewhere. I guess not.
Stress Eating
——Definitely my biggest problem. Sometimes, it may be a little hard to tell the difference between actual hunger and stress-related hunger. When you are stressed, different hormone levels are increased in the body. These affected levels can trigger the body to think that it needs food, when in reality it doesn’t actually need any food whatsoever. It’s also hard to figure out if you are just bored or actually hungry. 9 times out of 10, you aren’t hungry. My new method is to wait 15 minutes and see if I’m still hungry. For example, at 830 i thought i was starving, but I told myself to wait 15 minutes to see if i was really hungry. Its now 10:03 and I’m no longer starving. So maybe writing new posts on my Tumblr will be what i do when i feel hungry late at night.
to feel confident in this
My favorite all time saying!!
(via keepcalmandeathealthier)
You know what i dont get?
When a girl hears that she’s pretty, she doesn’t care. When someone tells her that she’s ugly, she’ll remember it forever. www.bonbonbunniez.tumblr.com
